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Chapter 5 - The Sunday DinnerOn Sunday afternoon, I drove to my parents’ house.

I didn't go because I wanted to apologize, and I didn't go because I felt guilty. I went because I owned a set of heavy-duty lawn tools stored in their garage that I needed for my own yard, and because I knew my mother wouldn't dare throw them away.

When I pulled into the asphalt driveway of the modest ranch-style home I had grown up in, my father’s pickup truck was gone. Dad spent every Sunday afternoon playing eighteen holes of golf with his retired union buddies, a ritual that conveniently allowed him to avoid my mother’s emotional storms for six hours at a time.

I unlocked the side garage door, pulled out my lawn edger and leaf blower, and loaded them into the trunk of my sedan.

As I was slamming the trunk lid, the back kitchen door opened.

My mother stood on the porch, wearing a faded cardigan, holding a wooden spoon. She looked small, tired, and remarkably stripped of the dramatic authority she had wielded forty-eight hours earlier.

“You’re taking your tools?” she asked, her voice quiet.

“Yes,” I said.

“Are you coming inside?”

I checked my watch. “I have twenty minutes before I need to start my prep for tomorrow’s shift.”

She stepped back, holding the door open. “I made pot roast.”

I walked into the kitchen. It smelled the same as it had for thirty years—potatoes, bay leaves, and slow-cooked beef. The yellow linoleum counter was clean, save for Mom’s iPad sitting near the microwave.

I walked over to the iPad, picked it up, tapped into the settings, and removed my Amazon account, my Netflix account, and my stored Visa information.

Mom watched me silently from the stove.

“Did you have to do it at her party, Sylvia?” she asked softly, stirring the gravy with her wooden spoon. “Did you have to burn her down like that?”

“Mom,” I said, leaning against the counter. “If I had canceled the orders on Tuesday, what would you have done?”

She didn't answer.

“You would have called me,” I continued for her. “You would have cried. You would have told me Briana was fragile. You would have offered to pay me fifty dollars a month for the next twenty-four years to cover it. And then you would have quietly blamed me for not being supportive.”

She stared into the pot, her shoulders tight.

“By doing it on Saturday,” I said, “I didn't just get my money back. I stopped the game. Briana knows now that there is a line. You know now that there is a line.”

“She’s your sister,” Mom whispered.

“And I am your daughter,” I replied firmly. “Not your bank. Not your credit buffer. Not the practical one who absorbs the hits so the pretty one can play house.”

Mom set the spoon down with a soft click against the stove top. She turned around, resting her hands against the counter edge, looking at me with a mixture of confusion and sudden, sharp clarity.

“You’ve been angry at us for a long time,” she said.

“I wasn't angry, Mom,” I said, grabbing my car keys from my pocket. “I was just tired. But after Saturday, I’m actually feeling pretty rested.”

The front door opened, followed by the sound of heavy footsteps in the hallway.

Briana walked into the kitchen.

She was wearing an oversized grey sweatshirt and sweatpants, her hair pulled back into a messy bun. She had no makeup on, and her eyes were slightly puffy. She carried a plastic grocery bag containing two boxes of instant mac-and-cheese and a loaf of white bread.

She stopped dead when she saw me standing by the counter.

For a long five seconds, neither of us said a word. The only sound in the kitchen was the low hum of the refrigerator.

Briana set the grocery bag on the counter. She looked at me, then looked at the iPad sitting beside the microwave, then looked down at her bare feet.

“Chase moved out,” she said flatly.

“I know,” I said.

“My landlord said if I can’t pay the full rent by the fifth, he’s issuing a three-day notice.”

“That sounds stressful,” I said.

She swallowed hard, her jaw working as she fought against whatever defensive speech she had probably rehearsed in the car. “I got a second job.”

I raised an eyebrow. “Where?”

“At the front desk of a boutique gym downtown,” she muttered, crossing her arms over her chest. “Thirty hours a week. Plus the yoga social media stuff.”

I looked at her—really looked at her. For the first time since she was sixteen years old, she looked like someone who was facing the real world without a cushion stuffed behind her back.

“That’s a lot of hours,” I noted neutrally.

“Yeah,” she snapped, a tiny flash of her old attitude flaring up before instantly extinguishing itself. “Well. I need to pay for my apartment.”

She picked up a box of mac-and-cheese and turned toward the pantry.

“Briana,” I said.

She stopped, her hand on the pantry door handle, but didn't look back.

“If you need help setting up a budget spreadsheet,” I said, “I have a template on my laptop. It’s free.”

Briana stood still for a moment. Then she gave a single, stiff nod.

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“Okay,” she whispered.

I turned, walked out the back door, and drove home to my quiet, practical, fully paid-for life.

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